Hey There Roses!

I've got something on my mind... I need to clear up.

Let's start shall we...

, I remember a few months back I treated you like crap and I just want to clear up that I do not hate you and I love you as an inspiration and someone I truly do care about.

, I'm sorry that I have made such rude jokes about you lately, I actually enjoy the fact you like top gear and you are really fun to be around time to time...

, I'm sorry for complaining about the choices on your character, it is your character I suppose, but I do wish you could accept some forms of criticism as not hate... Not everyone who gives you critique Akai are haters, I learnt this through Drama GCSE.

I've made some god awful jokes about you the last year, slightly in a way, stalked you which is weird and scary... -.-

I promise that I will try to be friends with you instead of being an asshole... You are still a human being.

, I'm sorry for simply dragging you into a bunch of arguments you didn't want to be in, and I can tell you didn't want to be in them, you just wanted to defend your friend but at the same time level out the safety of conversation.

, I'm sorry for constantly saying I hate you even though I do not feel any hate towards you, I only wanted to remove you from my life because I thought that would be the best thing for you to not be involved with me or my friends... at all.

I didn't think I'd make matters worse, I just wanted you to be happy.

In general, this year has sucked in some cases, but in the end we are all still people, we still all end up in the same place... death.

I just want to forgive and forget once again, that's who I really am... someone who doesn't want to be mean.

I know I can be a bitch at times, I just don't want to create something that'll end up crushing me... Merry Christmas or Happy Holidays... I hope you all are having a better one than I currently am